Sometimes I wish I could disappear.
Saturday, July 23, 2005


2day gt ndp trainin.. in e mornin mit yi san den we take cab go pa again.. haha.. everytym gt trainin we go take cab.. spent our money on takin e cab.. wen reach pa, change 2 full u le.. after tt we head 2 marina le(shuld b ar).. we had our lunch.. looks lyk chicken rice.. bt is drumstick de.. nt cut in2 small pieces.. den we had our normal rehearsals.. sir tel us 2 compact.. coz last wk, sir say our belok veri nice, bt den e ncc n e air force haf 2 run coz we din compact.. den 2 big a gap le.. nt nice.. so tis wk we haf 2 compact n squeeze.. wah lao.. some more 2day theresa din come lei!! den i stand infront.. i 1st tym in front lei.. den keep on kena by e mam.. idiot..!! i nv stand in front b4 sia.. den i din reali noe.. sian diao.. so i juz anyhw lo.. try my best.. next wk hope i will go back 2 my usual place.. 2nd row.. beta thn 1st row.. bt nw at least i quite clear hw 2 do it le.. den 2day duno wat happen ar.. e mam idiot sia.. keep scold scold scold every1.. spoil our mood 2 march sia.. hate her lo.. den we all alot ppl say abt her.. she ask e gers skirt canot 2 short.. hers lei?!!? even shorter k!! den gt ppl say she so fierce coz she wan let her stead c hw fierce she can b.. den i tel tem say gers 2 fierce later ppl dun wan ar.. stupid sia her.. scold ppl 4 wat.. den say we 2 slack le.. i agree tis la.. we reali been slackin 4 e past trainin.. bt she keep scold n scold lo.. imagine b4 e parade, keep kena scoldin.. sure no mood march de ma.. rite?! 4 our dinner, we haf some kinda burger, beans(i hate it!), fried potato n some fried maggots i tink.. i duno wat la.. bt tt's wat tey tel mi.. i was so full man.. den i eat little bit of e burger i throw away liao.. coz stil gt ice-cream!! later i eat 2 much go parade den vomit sia.. some more we had our lunch 3 hrs ago sia!! expect us digest so fast.. den 4 e last parade, which is e actual 1, almost all e cis n wcis join us.. their head dress different frm us.. so tey quite 'out-standin' la hor.. haha.. e mam which keep scold scold de hor, actually she stand infront of mi de lei.. den i was thr lyk.. wah.. heng ar..!! in e end, gt 1 stupid sir.. go say muz change back, coz infront de ppl canot touch de. so she muz stand behind mi.. i was damn pressurised lo..!! bt wif her ard, nt bad la.. she keep on ask mi tis n tt.. ask mi go closer 2 her all tis.. den wen belok.. aso ask mi closer 2 her den nicer.. *phew* bt wen she ard, i dun reali dare fidget. coz later she scold scold again.. oh ya.. stupid jj.. tel mi he will b late.. in e end din turn up!! wat e hell!! bt he din come veri shiok lei.. no1 2 bully mi.. whahaha.. den e hwa chong sec tt guy.. actually he din come de, coz he twisted his neck wen sleepin i tink.. den his neck bcome stiff.. in e end, john lee call him ask him come down.. so he bo bian.. luckily he already prepare le.. at nite, he same bus as mi.. den i go ka jiao him.. he damn funny sia.. at 1st i thought he veri quiet de.. den lyk anti-social.. in e end, found out he wun.. quite friendly de lei.. hmm.. haha.. aso gt e bp govt high de ivan.. last wk i stil dun reali lyk him.. coz of his attitude ba.. i find him lyk.. a bit act beng lyk tt.. den 2day, coz i stand infront, he aso infront.. so we gt tok. n tok quite alot.. coz i dun reali lyk e malay gers thr.. den i din tok 2 tem de.. those malay gers tey all plannin bbq or chalet sia.. den e idea is frm mi lo..!! fcukin asshole..!! tey go say until lyk its their idea.. wat e hell!! hate it ar!! damn angry!!!!!!! argh!! wang ba dan.. reali veri angry lo.. wah biang..!! den i tink suan le la.. i aso no tym go organise tis ting.. stil gt my prom nite tings 2 do.. den i aso wan save my tym 4 shoppin..!! muahaha.. after ndp i goin shoppin le.. bt tey organise on 13th aug lei.. immiediately after e ndp.. den i duno lo.. mayb go finish shoppin den join their bbq? later i go bbq wear until lyk wat lyk tt.. tey wear quite normal den i lyk.. weird weird de. haha.. bt i aso dun wan go ant la.. if i shuang den go.. nt shuang den dun wan go le.. hu ask tem lo.. stupid sia.. yi san aso lyk tt say.. muahaha.. mayb tt day i jio her out aso.. den if we wan go den go 2gether.. keke.. bt later ps suhui hw? bt aso duno she can go out de ma.. sian diao.. after e trainin jiu go mac le.. at thr saw 1 atc de sir.. he stil regconise us sia..!! hahahahaha.. atc brings mi back alot memorise.. hai.. suan le.. hehe.. after tt jiu go home le.. nw veri tired ar.. wan slp le..!! zzZzz..

foreva luvin euu wif no regrets Saturday, July 23, 2005;

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jess
xiao blur
xiao huai dan
19061990
fajar sec
stubborn
naive
stupid
foolish
forgetful

Simply loves;
Gary Tan
8 sistas
taitais
chocolate
mickey
stars

To do list
last long long wif dar dar
cherish every moment i could wif dar dar
score well fer o lvl
gt myself a new fone
gt myself a new camera

people i can't live w/o

eight sistas
alisa
ahmad
adrian
carmen
chai huoy
darren
eileen
edward
fahwui
gary
gladys
hui wen
jade
janelle
jia yan
jerome
kai xiong
kar hwee
kar meng
leo
li ling
li qing
lynnette
mr yong
michelle
melissa
mervin
naqiah
nuraida
peiting
ridzuan
rui xia
shing jie
su hui
swee hong
shi jia
shi lin
tony
wee kiat
wen ting
yin min
you hao
yu jin
yuan cheng
yvonne


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